The world is still not only black and white
The world is still not only black and white
"Hi, my name is Zac Haver and I was on my way to Savannah.Sadly,'something' came in my way and now I'm helpless in this world full of undead people. My biggest wish is just to survive this nightmare or at least wake up from it..isn't too much I can ask for..right?" [Independent roleplay blog for a twdg-OC.But I'm also willing to rp with other people.Don't be shy :)]
"Wait. You are Luke's girlfriend? I thought it's Jane?" (JUST BEING A LITTLE SHIT)

babyhoneypiesugartits:

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What she wants to do:

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What she actually does:

"Well… Not unless you have a child in between a man who has replaced you and your own daughter looks up to a stranger more than she does you-her mother. Then, yeah. You’ve been in this kind of situation before.”

"Be careful with such words. Just because it seems like your daughter looks up to her more than she does to you doesn’t mean it is like this. The little lady loks up to you. You are her hero, she loves you and this is different than the connection she has with Jane.
Listen up, I don’t like to sound rude. But if I learnt one thing, then it is that you can’t replace anyone. He didn’t replace you. Of course, it feels like that…I had this feeling as well..being replaced and thrown away. However, do you rather want to have him lying to you about his feelings and smile in your face? This isn’t love. Love comes in different forms..and it’s not always the one we wish for.”

Zac understood her anger towards him.He wasn’t the one to judge her about snapping at him.
"Luke does love you…but not like you want him to love you. And I know that you don’t want forced feelings from him. Helen will always love you as her mom.
Don’t mourn over these things…hold onto the ones you have.
I almost fucked up and lost the last thing I have in this world..but I got my shit together and did everything to keep it…and I know you can do the same. Together with Luke and Jane.”

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"Wait. You are Luke's girlfriend? I thought it's Jane?" (JUST BEING A LITTLE SHIT)

babyhoneypiesugartits:

What she wants to do:

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What she actually does:

"I..i didn’t know. Sorry…I really didn’t want to make you feel bad",the man said and looked to the ground, still repeating the mistakes he did when he was younger.
"But I’ve been in such kind of situation before as well. "

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"At first I thought the chick with the short hair is your mom"

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"I told y’ my momma’s d e a d!”

"I’m…uh.."
Well that detail slipped out of his mind when he saw Jane. The only thing he wanted to be was honest. And the moment he was Jane,he thought she was Helen’s mom. A pretty young mom.
"I’m sorry."

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babyhoneypiesugartits ic you fucked up Zac

thelastremains:

Don’ worry, I understand. ❞

                       ❝ ——I woul’ d’ the same; Let ev’ryon’ stay at one place. ❞

Luke would nod with comprehension; 
It was never the best thing to be seperate
from everyone else and it honestly didn’t
suprise him when Zac said that he’d left 
Elisa at their place they have found. 

                                   Ain’t workin’ tha’ well though ❞

                                   A muttered response to his earlier
                                   spoken words; Zac’s circumstances
                                   weren’t much different from his own, 
                                   yet Luke was definetly alone, desorien -
                                   tated by the other’s position, but since
                                   they are definetly all togehter, Luke 
                                   could help Zac with his problem. 

                               ❝ Well, if yer’ sayin’ tha’ ya’ left her alone fer
                                   pretty long,  maybe y’ shoul’ go back t’ her
                                   then an’ I coul’ bring ya’ t’ the ski lodge — ❞
 
                                                                                       He gestured to the way he came 
                                                                                       from before, it wouldn’t be that far
                                                                                       away from their actual position, but 
                                                                                       depending on the weather, it would
                                                                                       be a better idea to get Zac and his 
                                                                                       girlfriend into a warm place. 

                                                                                    ❝ —With the temp’ratures droppin’
                                                                                            it woul’ be better t’ get ya’ two
                                                                                            there before nigh’. ‘❞

"Of course it’s not good…leaving her for so long. But I just wanted.."
The boy sighed. Even tho he wasn’t a boy anymore. He had changed a lt during this time. At first, Elisa and he did a lot of stuff together. Also scavenging or looking for new locations. However, after one incident, Zac tried to keep her out of everything that was jst remotely dangerous to her.
"Maybe you should come with me..I have no idea where the location of your house or lodge is.."

Nervously, Zac scratched the nape of his neck. Maybe some of his group members were able to find the place where Luke and his group were right now so they could reunite.
Damn, it was still allowed to dream,right? Most of his group members knew how to fight or to shoot and in the worst case,they still had the doc with them..if he wasn’t dead that is.
"And you’re right…temprature is dropping…and the storm will be back soon…ehh..if..if you don’t mind..we can offer you a bit as well. I mean skill wise. I don’t like to come in with nothing.

While it’s getting colder, this is not that much of a problem for us. We had a lot of scrap fabric at the old place so as you can see..we have warm clothes.If you have some material lying around..I can make something out of it..or..well…fix some stuff..
Sorry..I’m not soo useful except when it comes to make clothing.”

(Source: lightinthedeepestdark)

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thelastremains ic Oh Zac you will MARVEL at the beautiful leather jacket Jane has The magical forrest girlfriend of Luke XD
"By the way... where is your mom?"

babyhoneypiesugartits:

babyhoneypiesugartits:

"… She’s dead."

"… It’s got walker guts on it…" It was ruined. Even he knew it, there was no need for him to try to sweeten the truth. She would much rather be with her mother than some stranger. Her eyes narrowed at him and her lips were pursed into a thin line. 

"The bad man said that too…"

Well fuck. It wasn’t the first time, that Zac fell in some kind of uncomfortable situation. He wasn’t bad…he couldn’t even kill a living person even if he wanted.
"Yeah yeah bad men say a lot when the day is long. But he didn’t have taste in fashion so he probably just said it to charm you in..you know…get you on his side. After all..you said, he is was a bad man. And bad people get what they deserve. Karma and stuff."
Zac looked closer at the dress. Blood was hard to get out and this was his only concern. It wasn’t like he couldn’t get rid of the guts.

"Even if the dress has some stains and other things on it..it’s not ruined.You can still wear it,right? It’s another story if it would be torn.So don’t lose hope."

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"By the way... where is your mom?"

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"… She’s dead."

"Oh snap…well…why did I even ask..",he scolded himself and looked at Helen. He had a lot of sympathy for her since he knew that his mother was most likely gone in the most poetic way his father could’ve done it for her.
"You stil got your father tho…and some nice dress. Your mom had a good taste.See it as a lucky charm from her to you now."

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babyhoneypiesugartits ic Zac why did u even ask u dumb fuck
"Hey little lady? Are you alone out here?"

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Helen turned on her heel to stare up at the stranger, she had no weapon. No means of defending herself. She was lost. She lost her father and the rest of her group when they moved through the herd. The only good thing that came out of it was that she found a lake where she could wash the guts off of her…

Helen took a step back as she nodded slowly. “Momma an’ Daddy say I shouldn’t talk t’ strangers…”

 

There was a highly unlikely chance that he could do it now for her or her father. Especially him—he had holes all over the shirt he didn’t replace after they found the cabin. But what could they replace what they had with? 

Helen’s bottom lip quivered as she looked down at her ruined dress and slowly nodded. Though her nod was more of a twitch of the head. The dress her mother had picked out for her at a store. The dress she had held onto for a full two years. Sure, she had changed in and out of it every now and again but her father hadn’t the heart to tell her to leave it. “I can’t find my daddy…” 

Because of that woman—Jane! Her terrible idea!

Zac really felt for that girl. Man he didn’t want to know what she had been through right now. The dress looke nice…even nicer without the guts and all..but it seemed like Helen was a bit too tall for the dress already. 
"You know what?..I’ll help you find him and then I try to change the size of that dress..it got shorter over times as I see.."

He knew that little girls most likely loved the dress they were in. So much that they would rather die in it than smear shit like walker guts on it.
"And…probably wash it properly..if I can find something to wash it with."
While Zac had no weapon with him, he actually had some soap with him that was used when you go on vacations. The most valuable thing he had found to that point,in his opinion. Even if the world would turn to shit…Zac wanted to go down clean and decent looking.
"And I’m sure your dad is lookng for you as well…So c’mon..let’s look for him."

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babyhoneypiesugartits ic Noo I don't mind VwV HATE ON JANE HERE HUAHAHAHHAHAHA Zac will be like Oh wat who dat?

thelastremains:

Well, I was at a ski lodge before. 
               That coul’ be a good spot. ❞

Concentrating whilst Zac had 
been speaking, the first thing that 
jumped into his head was the Ski 
Lodge Luke had stayed with his 
group before shit hit the fan.

                                               But on the side with supplies, 
                                               Zac hadn’t been the only one 
                                               who had a problem with finding
                                               food or any useful things.

                                           ❝ I think there shoul’ be som’ cans left too,
                                               so ya’ two woul’ have a shelter an’ food. ❞

                                          ❝ —Where’s ya’ girlfriend by the way?
                                                                          If y’ don’ mind me askin’❞

"Ah it’s okay..we don’t need that much. Don’t worry.."
The younger one was waving his arms in front of him. He didn’t want to strip Luke down to his last resources and was well aware that his group needed things as well.
But when Luke began to ask for Elisa,better known as his girlfriend, Zac began to worry again.

"She is still there…resting. We got separated by our group after some people attacked us..We had a nice hospital building…a good leader…but we got attacked and separated as I said before. Hm..but I’m sure they are still alive.."
The guy with the scar on his face dropped his head. They had it so good before and now everything was shit again.
"It’s not the best situation to be separated rom our only doc..you know?
Thank good we were in a kind of good condition when we split up. Still..I worry…about her. I’m feeling uncomfortable with letting her alone for so long..

Not because I don’t trust her..but mostly because I don’t want her to get hurt while I’m gone”

(Source: lightinthedeepestdark)

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thelastremains ic Ohhhhh ye that's a real question you ask there Luke AND WHERE IS YOURS?
"Hey little lady? Are you alone out here?"

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Helen turned on her heel to stare up at the stranger, she had no weapon. No means of defending herself. She was lost. She lost her father and the rest of her group when they moved through the herd. The only good thing that came out of it was that she found a lake where she could wash the guts off of her…

Helen took a step back as she nodded slowly. “Momma an’ Daddy say I shouldn’t talk t’ strangers…”

 

Of course she was cold! She was hungry and wet as well. She had no way to dry herself properly and she had no coat. Her hair had gotten wet while she tried to clean herself and her clothes were still stained with walker innards. “Mhm…”

Okay so, he wasn’t a stranger anymore because she knew his name—that meant they knew each other right? That meant he wasn’t a stranger. Helen still felt rather… Odd around him. Even when he knelt down to her height. She stared up at the man as she thought of an answer she could give him.

“‘m Helen…” She barely looked him in the eye. “M-my daddy can play the guitar too… but he can’t do much with clothes… Neither can momma… Tha’s why they buy me clothes… Did y’ make yer own clothes, mister?”

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A smile appeared on his face as Helen engaged into the conversation with him. Still,there was this strange feeling that the girl felt a bit weird around him.
"I make women clothes…mostly..I mean..I did it. But yeah..I made also a few of my things. Not the ones I’m wearing right now…but I can patch them up if needed."
The fashion sense of the man was tingling as he realized that there were indeed…walker guts on her dress..
The stench of blood and death was normal now, but seeing actual guts on clothes was a bit much for him. So before he could even think of gagging, he covered his mouth with his hand and breathed in and out.

"Wow..okay…you look like you bathed not only in the water. Are these…guts?"
The idea of smearing guts over the whole body never crossed his mind once. Zac rather waited until a herd was gone…but it seemed like it was a good idea.
”..Did you try to go through the walker herd?”

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babyhoneypiesugartits ic I try to not blow it for him Which will most likely happen tho BC IT'S ZAC

thelastremains:

Like I said before— Don’ worry ‘bout it 

A smile appearing on his face
by Zac’s words; It was good to see 
a friendly face again at all

                                                    With a few steps then he had 
                                                    made, he passed Zac and 
                                                    nodded him to follow. Yet again
                                                    he couldn’t force himself down
                                                    to smile a little wider by the que -
                                                    stioning from the other; 
                                                    Zac didn’t seem uptight, more 
                                                    the opposite, and that was finally
                                                    some variety to the people he 
                                                    had met before. 

                                                   ❝ ‘m jus’ lookin’ fer my people,
                                                       guess wha’ most of the people
                                                       a live does, so no, I ain’t alone. 
                                                       Family, no, girlfirend, yes an’ I 
                                                       haven’t seen a dog in forever,
                                                       sadly.  ❞

                                                  ❝ ——What ‘bout y’?


The man listened to the other very carefully and was happy to hear that Luke wasn’t alone. Somehow, knowing that there was a group behind this man made him feel a little bit more secure.

"Ah..me?..Well I was looking for supplies. Me and my girlfriend are somewhere in a..uh..weird hole right now. You know..we had to find some shelter from the blizzard..and I guess there will be another one…"
While there was no storm around them at the time, Zac thought it would be better to take the chance and find something. But nothing…absolutely nothing…
And now, Luke was like a light in the darkness. Maybe he knew where to find food.
"Uhm…do you have some place warm right now? Something that’s not some kind of cave that is even colder than outside?"

(Source: lightinthedeepestdark)

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thelastremains ic Beware if you ask more about the girlfriend later Zac Jane will trash you